Now, I'm sure most of you know that I always add back whoever adds me, so you don't have to ask whether you can friend me or not ^_^ I'll always friend you back.

But it'll be nice if you could give a comment and introduce yourself to me, so I know who you are and why you friend me :3 if it's too much, you don't have to X3

Edit: If you want to add me at your messenger, my e-mail add is: animefav@hotmail.com. Just be sure to tell me who you are so I can list you under the correct group :DD

And if you want to know some things about me, click here :3

Because I don't use my own journal to post up fics, I decided to create a new community.  This community will host all my works, and from now on I will post them up there instead of jaeho_detox.  All fics rated above PG-13 will be community-locked, and this community allows open membership.  I will move everything I have posted here, and re-link the works.

The name of the community is Shrine of the Water God, but the link is seiryuu_temple :3

EDIT: For one-shots, I'll write (community-locked) beside the titles, as for series, I'll simply write (c-locked) beside the number. I'm sorry, but I have to do this. Please understand

A new section named Banjun is created. It's to host one-shots with twists inside :3  Drabble collection section is just before Manips

Important: to read the locked fics, simply join the community :D don't have to friend me

( Master List of Everything )

Tags: fics list

Because my fic list is getting too long, I'm separating this as I've said I'd do.  This list is for series and universes, while the other list is for one-shots, songfics, and drabbles :D

( Complete List )

I had a lesson on the power of visualization earlier, and the effect it had on Jim Carey (did I spell his name right? Oh well...) So now I'm going to state my goal here and see if it's realized at the time :D

I have this vision in my head.  In it, I'm working as a dietitian in a hospital, and I have my own office. It's spacious and the walls are white. There's a big window at the back with curtains, then a desk at the middle, with my chair, and two chairs for my client(s).  To the side is a metal shelf filled with books, and I am in there, sitting on my chair while holding onto a clipboard and a pen, wearing a white lab coat.

I believe I will see it realized no matter what. For now, this will serve as a reminder of my dream.

Well, not really. I'm just feeling soooo lazy lately, that I can't even find the will to write anything long.

I know, I have a lot to finish. shoot me T_T

Here's a request from me, and it will stay here for a while until I find the will to write again.

I want you guys to ask for something from me, preferably a one-shot or drabble. I hope it'll help get my brain working sooner. The request is really up to you :D

I'll be waiting~ if you're not interested, do ignore this

These days I'm taught that relationship has the highest value in life. I noticed it most prominently today, as I went through some simple little things that made me wonder.

Anyway, I know that most of you friend me only to read the locked fics (which really, you don't have to do because it will unlock if you join the comm), and that most don't even say anything in the Friending Me post. I did say that I will add anyone without saying anything, but it feels strange to have so many people in your friend list, yet you only know a few of them.

I am thus making an effort in making relationships work. I do not have the time to message all of my friends one by one as uni is starting to kill (I'm almost at the middle of the semester, when assignments are aplenty), but I'm willing to make the sacrifice for those who have the same feeling as me.

I want to know people on my friends list better, and if you feel like it too, drop a comment here or send me a message, and I will try as best as I can to get to know you more :D

This is just a random post on what I found today.

I have made checking Big Fish Games almost a ritual. I do it everyday, to check what game has just been released and all, because I'm a big fan of games. So I was checking it, and lo and behold, the game that has just been released today is a Match 3 game titled Yosumin!

xD This is true. I'll put the link here for you if you want to check it

http://www.bigfishgames.com/download-games/5497/yosumin/index.html

I know the title sounds ridiculous, and that my life is somewhat so screwed up, but this is a true incident, happening just this morning during my Biology Lab class.

For today's practical, my group decided to use boiled egg yolk to test enzyme activity in washing powder. Two boys in my group and me myself were assigned to bring the eggs, and it turned out that one of the boys is allergic to eggs (he used gloves to touch the eggs, and somehow the other boy did the same -_____-;;;)

So, the one who's allergic to eggs has never boiled an egg before, and he told us that he was like: "Okay, so I've prepared a pot of water and boiled the water.  Now what do I do?  Drop the egg?"

And that was what he did.  He held the egg somewhat above the water level, and just dropped it.  It made a cracking sound and he was like: "Oh shit".

The result? At the site of the crack, it looked like there was an  explosion happening there, with the albumen sticking out of the shell. And because the albumen seeped out through the crack, the yolk was no longer spherical, and we had dubbed it "the egg funnel" because really, it looked like a funnel, with the top somewhat hollow.

The other boy, who wasn't allergic to eggs, commented "I'd like to see that egg hatch."

And when we were washing the test tubes, one of the girls was worried about dumping the egg down the sink, and the other girl said "Have you never put egg in the sink before?" and she quickly correcter herself, "I mean, not randomly just put an egg, like "yay! I put an egg down the sink!" but when you're washing the dishes."

All in all, I had a good laugh this Bio prac.

Have you, at a point in life, wonders what your name means?

Name is an identity, something that's very closely related to you. Everyone recognize you by your name, and it's very, very important.

For example, my Chinese name includes a letter than means "bright", as in clever.

My sisters and I were named almost impulsively by my father. He doesn't even know why he named us this way, but I'm glad he did, because the meaning of our names were truly amazing. Something that made me behold the greatness of God even more.

God is known as many things, but some of them are: the Prince of Peace (Jehovah Shalom), and the God who Lives (Allah yang Hidup).

My little sister's name, when searched in some baby names' sites, is a Spanish name meaning pretty one. This is not relevant, at the moment.

My older sister's name is a Greek name meaning Peace.  She's happy with her name because it's closely related to the Prince of Peace.

While my name, is a Latin/French name meaning Alive. Mine is closely related to the God who Lives.

I used to hate my name. I always thought of why I was given such a ridiculous name, while there were still many better sounding names.  But now that I know the true meaning of my name (although I am pretty sure my father wasn't aware of the meaning of the name, but my Father was), I love my name :D

The point of this post?

Just marveling at how great coincidences in my life are

I used to dislike children, especially those who cry a lot. I hate hearing them cry, and I tried to get away from them as much as I can, except when the children are quiet and well-behaved, or if they're my cousins.

I was reading someone's blog, when I learned something about children.  He is a psychologist.  He graduated from University of Indonesia (UI) and had a lot of work experience.

What did he say about children?

They are able to love unconditionally.  When they love you, whatever you do, they still do.  However, if they have decided that they don't like you, whatever you do, they're not going to like you.

He gave a case of a little boy who was abused by his mother, but he still loved his mother dearly.

I have just realized that it's true. I'm currently staying with a British family that consists of a father, a mother, a daughter and a son.  The son is 5 this year, and the daughter is 10 this year.

I didn't talk to them a lot, really, but the daughter made an effort to talk to me. And so did the son.

What made me think they won't hate you if they've already decided to like you?

I was offering the tongs to the son during dinner, and he was about to take it when his father came over and scolded him, thinking he was about to snatch it from me.  I tried explaining it to him, but he was already scolding his son. He was also asked to apologize to me, and he cried while he did so.

My conscience was eating me alive while that happened, and afterwards.  I was worried he would be mad at me (because seriously, if that happened to ME, I would be mad at both my father for falsely accusing me and that person for not making an effort to defend me), but he wasn't.  He still greeted me as usual, and when I was about to take the laundry out to hang them, he opened the door for me (sweet but hyperactive little kid he is).

The daughter and the son both raced to my room to call me for dinner, and he complained to his mother when she beat him to it.

I have never felt so loved by little children. And this adds another reason to why I don't want to leave this house.

Children are amazing like that.  I wonder why we, as adults, do not have that quality anymore.